Aug 6, 2004
Jessica's Comment - what i thought it was funny!

aubabe9109: say this....if you want me to shut up, pay me some dough
aubabe9109: lol say that
BloodyGashes13: if you want me to shut up pay me some dough...
aubabe9109: *gives you dough* GO BAKE COOKIES, BITCH!!!!





haha, that was funny!


wait...i like cookies ^_^



but i dont DARE eat them


because im to dammed fat...I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY! IM FAT AND YOU KNOW IT! grrrr....


well...i bets get going



ERIN - YOUR IMAGINERY FRIEND

Posted at 09:43 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 4, 2004
JOHN JACOB JINGLE HIM...oh hello there ^_^

Im...


still...


...



.

.

.


BORED! And No Ones Doing Anything About It!


I feel so unloved...

So you know what! I'm going to make you suffer...I feel random today ^_^


Lets do a couple of shout outs first ^_^


Spike: IM NOT OVER PROTECTIVE...just a lil bit...

Chunky -  YOU SEXY BEAST YOU! haha! o yes, you should be on some kind of dream date show! because your just so0o0o0o0o DREAMY! haha!

Jessica - THE SPOON! IT WILL LIVE ON FOREVER! mwhahahahahahaha! O LOOK A FORK ^_~. haha! jk!!!!! ew no!    ... I gotta pee...NO REALLY I DO! haha! you know what...everytime i talk to you i gotta pee...isnt that weird! LMAO!!! i cant breath!!!!!!!!!!


Shannon - Your a weird infested monkey...AND I SHALL SHOVE MY INFRESTED MONKEY SOCK DOWN YOUR THROAT! MWHAHAHAHAHA! JK! you know your my homie g dawg...ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...what was i just saying? i forgot....

Kristi - OMG! I SAW SOME MORE TGTALY HOT GUYS AT THE MALL!! *EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........no* I want my cell phone back...*growls*

Jonathan - ummmmm...yea

Bethany - Youll probably NEVER see this! because your just like...to scared...MWAHAHAHHAAHHAHAA! I SHALL RULE THE WORLD! the notebook was good...you should go see it with ian ((if he comes home in time)). But i dont think he would like it that much..HAHA!


Andrew - If you call me love one more time im gonna shove my shoe down your throat then cut your head off at the next and then im have to dig around for my shoe and other things that i shoved down in there....and yes...i am capable of doing that...EVEN IF I AM 5 ' 1!!!

Charlie - I...*talks fast* am a weird person who goes around scarying little kids who play on the swing set which like the sand, it actually lives in the sand if you know what i mean, who lives at the beach, who lives at the ocean, who lives on the world, who lives in the milky way, who lives in some kinda  galexy or whatever,  WHO LIVES IN THE UNIVERSE and then...it all comes back to me the weird person who goes around...HAHA!  dont worry to fit riiiiiiiight in ^_~.

Okay...thats about it for today, if i forgot you just IM me and ill put you up there ^-^.


ALRIGHT THEN! GOOD BYE!


WaRnInG: The next page i put up will be of RANDOMNESS! PLEASE I REPEAT PLEASE HIDE ALL SMALL CHILDREN AND LOLLIPOPS!


Posted at 09:19 am by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 2, 2004
Yet another day of boredom

Im bored. and you are my friend @_@ mmmmmmyyyyy fffffrrrriiiieeeennnnddd!

*oscar coughs* shut up oscar! my friend! not yours! *hugs you and you start squirming* *growls at oscar*

well okay


DOES - ANYONE - HAVE - ANYTHING - BETTER - TO - TALK - ABOUT - ! - ! - !

*crickets chirp*

thought so....



- And to the left, you see a big wad of ChEeSe! ((just to annoy emily))

ew...i dont like cheese...and yes...IM WEIRD! youve probably already figured that out though...if you read the other thing...to the uhhhhhhhhhhhhh right side...yea...but i bet you didnt. becuase its just NOT SIGNIFICANT enough!!! eh!  GO READ IT! NOW! ---> i said now mister / missy!

o well


thats probably enough scarring the innocent children for today!!

NIRVANA ROCKS! ^_^ ((but kurt cobain rocks my soxs!!))

Your Imaginary Friend

-Erin

Posted at 09:40 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 1, 2004
Your Imaginary Friend...Erin

Okay, school starts in a couple of days - and we're all really pissed! RiGhT!!!  ((just to annoy my dumbass step-sister))

Well guess what...YOU! YES YOU! Might need to go back to the 3rd grade! *gasp* YES! YOU HEARD ME RIGHT PERSON THAT KEEPS GASPING!! YOU! YES YOU! *mummbles* jackass...MIGHT NEED TO GO BACK TO THE 3RD GRADE!

http://www.madblast.com/view.cfm?type=FunFlash&display=2235

you know what...i need to go back too...but everyone already knows that! haha!


Your New Bestest Friend - Erin

Posted at 07:08 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Jun 19, 2004
Blood Thorn

-Blood Thorn-

-Breeding the Evil Inside:
Drops of new gleaming
In the flesh new morning light
My body cold and trembling
I've left the safty of the night
I sit here on the ground
By my side there lies a knife
I was her fault, I'm not to blame
I have to take her life
My tearwet eyes won't focus
And neither will my head
I just sit here in the silence
Nothing lives here - all is dead
These feelings born inside
A new side of me is born
For ever face I see
I feel such raging scorn
When you took my life away
It gave you a new vision
I planted a seed
It gave you a mission
From beside the lifless flesh
I pick up my bloody knife
I wander into a new day
Prepeared to take another life

-Clouds of Saddness:
Lost in enchanted woods
I can't find the path
My ancestors so solemnly found
Lost in darkness
Afraid without hope
In the sacred forbidden forest
Where sad dreams blow through dark trees
The silence cry out thy name
Clouds of sadness
Begin to rain
I float on the water
Night is so dark
Love is gone
Light is gone
Come dark
Come evil
Come hell

-As One in the Darkness:
In the blackened shadows beneath the mistveiled mountains
Dwells an ancient evil of a long forgotten past
Beneath the twisted trees it's hatred is growing stronger
Restrained for an eternity, soon to be unleasehed

Ravaged by a thousand storms
Scarred by the anger of gods
Tainted by a magic foul
Mighty mistveiled mountains

Reaching towards the sky like a thorn that's forged from darkness
A symbol of oppression, a monument of fear
In the tower bloodthorn the unspoken horror breeds
Hidden by the veil of time untouched by the light

Ravaged by a thousand storms
Scarred by the anger of gods
Tainted by a magic soul
In the shadows of mistveiled mountains

"Come to me you pitiful mortal
I sense your presence... and despair
Come to me you pitiful mortal
I thrive upon - upon your fear
Your soul for me, for me your flesh
Your pain and anguish - my life
Joined together, become as one
As one in darkness"

"Summoned by a chanting whisper"
"Your soul for me, for me your flesh"
"Lead astray from the path I follow
Can it be my soul is fading
Lost eternally
Embraced by evil
Surrounded by darkness"

"Come to me you pitiful mortal
I sense your presence... and despair
Come to me you pitiful mortal
I thrive upon - upon your fear
Your soul for me, for me your flesh
Your pain and anguish - my life
Joined together, become as one
As one in darkness"

-Demon Blood
Once again the taste of death is on my lips
Images of horror reflecting in my eyes
Morbid lust arise, as I watch them die
I succumb to sadistic urges, devouring their flesh
Feeling frenzy of the insane
Exophagus - eater of the dead

Demonblood - burning my organs, searing my skin
Demonblood - the curse of darkness, evil within
Demonblood - feeding the madness eating my brain
Demonblood - driving me insane

Arteries filled with black poison bursts
Gasping for air, choking on my guts
I succumb to sadistic urges, devouring their flesh
Feeling frenzy of the insane
Losing control, I start to devour my self

Demonblood - burning my organs, searing my skin
Demonblood - the curse of darkness, evil within
Demonblood - feeding the madness eating my brain
Demonblood - driving me insane

-Death Crush:
Demonic laughter your cremation
Your lungs gasp for air but are filled with blood
A sudden crack as I crushed your skull

The remind of your life flashes by
A life that soon won't be
Smiling with axe in my hand
Evil's rotten hand you'll see

I come forward
Deathcrush

I'll send you to your maker
I'll send you to your death

Death nicely crucified
Death, heads on stakes

The barbeque has just begun
Deathcrush - Deathcrush - Deathcrush

Crush - Crush
Deathcrush
Deathcrush
Deathcrush




Posted at 09:49 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Blood Bath

-Blood Bath-

-Bathe In Blood
i keep my eyes on the screen
pulse oximeter flash in indistinct green
tapping of the veins haemoglobin rains
bloodbath now will occur

in dysfunctional belief
pressure of the blood is set to be relieved
tappping of the veins haemoglobin rains
heart is being disturbed

violent deed, sickening greed,
transfusion of obscenity
losing track, eyes turn black,
departure of my sanity

bleeding - feel the rush, taste the heat
speeding - pain threshold for a heartbeat

wisdom streams, endlessly
fulfilling of a murder dream
night routines in the mortuary
death walks on the round unseen

i examine your death as i stab overhead
your body cracks and i bathe in blood
wallow in gore and thoughts of the dead
i condemn myself as i bathe in blood
saw your hell through a blood-flushing cell
dreams are dead as i bathe in blood
washed out the life of every cell
death exploration as i bathe in blood

a bloodshot sight of gore
bursting body sprays
life to proceed no more
a bloodbath of the human race

invidious trauma
transfixed bodies in a grotesque scene
disgusting horror of dried out life
coagulated bloodstream

eyes stare blank
unable to see as death reappears
unspeakable chill in the hyper white light
fall to my knees in fear


Posted at 09:34 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Blood Red Throne

-Blood Red Throne-

-Portrait of a Killer:
I, who walk disguised among,
i, who have watched death a thousand times
i, who perform the murderous art,
king of kings, lord of pain
The tempter of eternal life,
the beholder of the evil eye
Prince of death,
the true servant of the dying kind

I, an angel of death
From the dark abyss
rejected from heaven
condemned to a realm
more evil than ever imagined

a realm of pain and suffering
never known to living man
you will bleed forever again

i, who lurk in the darkest shadows
i leave no life behind

I, who dwell in your deepest fear
write this in human blood
my last words to mankind

follow my way
crush the living hypocrite
and those who speak of death
with pleasure and no desire

Let us gather to create what once were
what could have been

for this is the task and quest
to those who succeed
the gates will open to the realm of death
and we will welcome you as a brother
together we will rule the throne of death

to those who fail
we will reach out from the darkest of hell
and with viscious intent rip your soul apart...


-Souls of Damnation:
Denying life, life is lost
words of wisdom, lead us not
Of Darkness we are, from nothingness we became
Strangle the flame of light, suffocation of Life
Watch us how we fade

We wander alone, from here to oblivion
Embraced by shadows, lead by the enchanter
Enter our tomb to be, why wasnt we told?
a preachers illusion, a dead man`s word

Blinded vision, future divided, masses in ave
salvation for the accused

"Come to me my children, let me lead you to forgiveness"

Leading his disciples to a certain death
they enter cave so cold
Close the gate and enter the world beyond
Light will never be seen again

Trapped inside now, words will not feed
Children cry, elders die
Empty eyes, seduced minds
you will never be free again

Life fading away, blood drained from veins
feeding from the deceased
unborn life will never be
torn out, mothers weep
the prophetess proclaims
yet another worthless pray

Times passes slow, dying illusions
A prophetess alone, all disciples gone
No more souls to reap
harvester achieved
Once again darkness will feed...

-Path of Flesh:
I stalk my prey at night
I have the look of death in my eye
I follow your every move
Waiting for you with my killing tools

Let me taste your bittersweet flesh
Let me show you what life brings next
Teeth sinks into flesh, closing in on death
Taste the blood of the dead

I lay you down on the ground
I strip you to the core, blood will soon spit from every pore
I watch in ecstasy, my victims caressed by fear
Naked skin, begs me to commit another sin

I take another walk down the path of Flesh
Looking for a fresh kill

Skinned alive
Body limbs rearranged
soul cleansed by victims weep

I will die in hell









Posted at 09:34 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Blood Lyrics

-Blood-

God Left the World:
After many years people found
This stream of skulls and bones
The guilty ones were never found
But corpses showed the street of the damned

Blood for Blood:
Devoted to a false god, see the marked people
Give them your life - they take their profit of you
Your soul for sale
Believe in the bible - book of lies
BLOOD FOR BLOOD
Pray to your father - he won't help you
Blind of your faith - don't see your enslavement
...follow them into death - your soul for sale...



Posted at 09:17 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Nirvana

Erin: If you haven't noticed, I'm completely and utterly obbsesed with Kurt Cobain, Nirvana, and also, my Sink! ^_^!  (Sink Day is Nov. 26!)

-Nirvana Crap-
(some) Nevermind Lyrics
1. Smells Like Teen Spirit-
Load up on guns, bring your friends. It's fun to lose and to pretend. She's over-bored, self-assured. Oh no, I know a dirty word.H

Hello, hello, hello, how low? Hello, hello, hello, how low? Hello, hello, hello, how low? Hello, hello, hello

[chorus] With the lights out, it's less dangerous. Here we are now, entertain us. I feel stupid and contagious. Here we are now, entertain us. A mulatto, an albino. A mosquito, my libido, yeah

I'm worse at what I do best. And for this gift I feel blessed. Our little group has always been. And always will until the end

[repeat "hello" bridge and chorus]

[solo]

And I forget just why I taste, Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile <br>I found it hard, it was hard to find. Oh well, whatever, nevermind

A denial [9X]

7. Lounge Act-
Truth covered in security. I can't let you smother me. I'd like to but it couldn't work. Trading off and taking turns. I don't regret a thing.

And I've got this friend, you see. Who makes me feel and I, Wanted more  than I could steal. I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield. I'll go out of my way to prove I still, Smell her on you,

Don't tell me what I wanna hear. Afraid of never knowing fear. Experience anything you need. I'll keep fighting jealousy. Until it's fucking gone.

I'll go out of my way to make you a deal. We've make a pact to learn from who. Ever we want without new rules. We'll share what's lost and what we grew<br>They'll go out of their way, To prove they still. Smell her on you

-Incesticide-
3. Stain-
Well he never bleeds, and he never fucks. And he never leaves, 'cause he's got bad luck. Well he never reads, and he never draws. And he never sleeps. because he has bad blood. Yeah, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain.

Posted at 03:26 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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I am InSaNe!!!

I think Erin has lost it...she's starting to act like Patrick!!! *dies* No! He has taken you as a slave! Poor Erin!!! Ahh! Let's bow down to my new fav song, Blood Pigs by OTEP! Yayness!

I'm sorry
I'm ugly
All that I am
And I can never live up

I'm failing
I'm angry
Afraid of the ways
They pretend to be us

It's fucked up
I'm different
Words remain
My only escape

Art saves
All of me
Evolving

And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

Map mange ou sans sel...

My mistake
Was trusting you

Blood pigs
Were creating my fate

With poetry
And suffering

I cannibalized
Every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid
Everyday

These greedy worms
They devour my plagues

I'm not your slave
I'm conquering
You see me rise

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

You can't hurt me anymore
You can't hurt me anymore

Fed from the wound from
Which we were bled

Vomiting filth in
Our soft cave heads

Chewing on tissue
Tendon and fat

Destroying the things
They do not understand

Tyrant
Betrayer
Parasite
Traitor

And still you feed them
And still you need them

I'm sorry
I'm ugly

Dangerous
Can't describe it enough

I'm failing
I'm angry

I use my fear
To empower my hate

I'm fucked up
I'm different

Words remain
My only escape

Art saves
All of me
Evolving

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away

Map mange ou sans sel...

My mistake
Was trusting you

Blood pigs
Were creating my fate

With poetry
And suffering
I cannibalized
Every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid everyday
You still suckle my pain
I'm not your fucking slave
So why you walking away?

Blood pig
Why you walking away?

Posted at 03:10 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Emily: Welcome to our journal of DOOM! Hey Erin!

Erin: Wha?!

Emily: Let's sing the Doom Song!!!

Erin: Okay!

Emily&Erin: Doom doom doom doom doom doom doom! Doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom, doom doom doom! Doom doomie doomie doom doom! Doomie doom doom domie doomie doom! Doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom! The end!

Emily: YAYNESS! I feel drunk now! X3 *passes out*

Erin: Mwahahahahaha! Theres no stopping me now! I SHALL CONQURE THE WORLD! AND MY STUPID STEP-SISTER WON'T GET AWAY WITH MY EVIL PLANS! MWAHAHAHAHAHA! *picks up kitty cat off the side of the street* And YOU shall be my evil kitty cat that OBEYS me! *kitty cat scratches up Erin's face* ow...

Emily: *Wakes up* woah...

Erin: *shoots Emily* Mwahahahahahahahahahahaha, *goes and destroys patricks puny brain and makes him follow ALL Erin's commands!* SIT!

Patrick: *Sits*

Erin: Mwahahahahahahaha! Build me a Giant Robot named, hmm, FEE FEE LA LA STICKY PANTS!

Emily: *revives self* YAY! *looks around sees Patrick tied to Erin's dogs leash* AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *falls over laughing* Maybe I shall sing him a song!!! *smiles evilly* I hate you, you hate me. I will kill you sadistically! *laughes and throws confetti* Mwahahahahahahaha....the world shall be mine...

Erin: .......

Emily: WEEEEEE! *hugs Patrick* I love you my little chubby pants! *hugs fat* OOO so sexy! *stabs it with a rusty butter knife* X3 Yay!

Erin: *cheers Emily on* Okay! Now it's time to sing MY song! ^_^...I love Kurt, Kurt loves me! I'm gonna kill Courtney Love! And if anyone trys to steal Kurt from me, you shall die very slowly! *curstseys*...*Evil glint in eyes* Now, anyone DARE try and steal my beloved Kurt Cobain away from me?! hmm? HMM?!

Emily: *slaps duct tape over Erin's mouth* Yay! *Erin points to a sink* @_@....*hypnotized* Siiiiiiiiiiiiiink.....Must-obey-sink!!!!!! AHHHHH! *worships sink*

Erin: *turns to Picture of Kurt, takes duct tape off mouth and places it on back of picture. Duck tapes Kurt Cobain picture to sink* @_@ Kuuuurt, SINK! Kuuuuurt, SINK! Kuuuuurt, SINK! Kuuuurt, SINK! *countines chant*

Emily: Must-obey-the-damn-sink!!! ARGGG! *falls over into a bow* Yay to the sink-ness!

Erin: Now, that my sexy picture of Kurt Cobain (who i love with all my heart) has been connected to the sink (my master) i can @_@ Obey-Master-Sink-and-Sexy-Kurt....

Emily: Okay, i think we've done enough damage to your pathetic mortal brains!

Erin: @_@ *still in hypnotized state* Kuuuuurt-SINK.

Emily: *slaps Erin* Hello!

Erin: What were we doing again?

Emily: uhhhh...o god...nevermind!

Erin: I HAVE THAT CD!!! YAY! @_@ Kuuuurt. Kuuuuurt.

Emily: *mummbles* God Dammit. We're going now!

Erin: *Walk out like a zombie* @_@ Kuuurt. Kuuuuurt. *goes out of hypnotized state, right at the door* *hits head on door* God, dammit. When did this get here? O well! @_@ Kuuuurt....


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