Bleeding Freak

Sep 1, 2004

ERIN GOT THE PUDDLE OF MUDD CD...

I GOT THE LIFE ON DISPLAY CD BY PUDDLE OF MUDD! PRAISE ME...AND IT!!!

what...im happy...

Posted at 07:34 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 28, 2004

Im feeling Depressed...

since im feeling depressed im gonna just copy and paste some stuff ><

I've Learned About Life...
1. Happy endings are for fairy tales.
2. Love is a word that gets thrown around and can cause great pain.
3. Promises are meant to be broken.
4. People change.
5. Hopes and dreams are just wishful thinking.
6. You may find the person of your dreams but chances are they've already found theirs.
7. Never listen to anyone.
8. People kill people, not guns.
9. Life is never fair.
10. After all the bullsh*t is over, you die.

Sometimes tomorrow will bring failure and sadness, and right now I am scared of what will come.

YoUr mY .dReAm. CoMe TrUe, BuT uNfOrTaNtLy I'vE fOuNd oUt YoU’rE mY wOrSt .NiGhTMaRe. tOo

tired of tryin,sick of crying,yea i'm smilin but inside im dyin

i cant paint a smile on my face even when im blue but one thing is for sure....im still in love with u i had a chance it was small but it was mine i took a leap of faith and it ended up without u and now i cry...the tears falling from my eyes "lets just be friends for now" but how? so i paint that smile on my face even if it covers the grief and the pain. i see u almost every day, i ALWAYS look ur way i smile,i laugh,and i cry i cant let u know its not ur problem, its mine i love u yes its true and im dying here without u so just to let u know im here and i wont let u go!ed of tryin,sick of crying,yea i'm smilin but inside im dyin

Posted at 10:55 am by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 15, 2004

ERIN NOT EMILY

....i told you im physcho...

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

GO TAKE IT!!!

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

Posted at 01:34 am by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 6, 2004

Jessica's Comment - what i thought it was funny!

aubabe9109: say this....if you want me to shut up, pay me some dough
aubabe9109: lol say that
BloodyGashes13: if you want me to shut up pay me some dough...
aubabe9109: *gives you dough* GO BAKE COOKIES, BITCH!!!!

haha, that was funny!

wait...i like cookies ^_^

but i dont DARE eat them

because im to dammed fat...I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY! IM FAT AND YOU KNOW IT! grrrr....

well...i bets get going

ERIN - YOUR IMAGINERY FRIEND

Posted at 09:43 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 4, 2004

JOHN JACOB JINGLE HIM...oh hello there ^_^

Im...

still...

...

.

.

.

BORED! And No Ones Doing Anything About It!

I feel so unloved...

So you know what! I'm going to make you suffer...I feel random today ^_^

Lets do a couple of shout outs first ^_^

Spike: IM NOT OVER PROTECTIVE...just a lil bit...

Chunky - YOU SEXY BEAST YOU! haha! o yes, you should be on some kind of dream date show! because your just so0o0o0o0o DREAMY! haha!

Jessica - THE SPOON! IT WILL LIVE ON FOREVER! mwhahahahahahaha! O LOOK A FORK ^_~. haha! jk!!!!! ew no! ... I gotta pee...NO REALLY I DO! haha! you know what...everytime i talk to you i gotta pee...isnt that weird! LMAO!!! i cant breath!!!!!!!!!!

Shannon - Your a weird infested monkey...AND I SHALL SHOVE MY INFRESTED MONKEY SOCK DOWN YOUR THROAT! MWHAHAHAHAHA! JK! you know your my homie g dawg...ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...what was i just saying? i forgot....

Kristi - OMG! I SAW SOME MORE TGTALY HOT GUYS AT THE MALL!! *EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........no* I want my cell phone back...*growls*

Jonathan - ummmmm...yea

Bethany - Youll probably NEVER see this! because your just like...to scared...MWAHAHAHHAAHHAHAA! I SHALL RULE THE WORLD! the notebook was good...you should go see it with ian ((if he comes home in time)). But i dont think he would like it that much..HAHA!

Andrew - If you call me love one more time im gonna shove my shoe down your throat then cut your head off at the next and then im have to dig around for my shoe and other things that i shoved down in there....and yes...i am capable of doing that...EVEN IF I AM 5 ' 1!!!

Charlie - I...*talks fast* am a weird person who goes around scarying little kids who play on the swing set which like the sand, it actually lives in the sand if you know what i mean, who lives at the beach, who lives at the ocean, who lives on the world, who lives in the milky way, who lives in some kinda galexy or whatever, WHO LIVES IN THE UNIVERSE and then...it all comes back to me the weird person who goes around...HAHA! dont worry to fit riiiiiiiight in ^_~.

Okay...thats about it for today, if i forgot you just IM me and ill put you up there ^-^.

ALRIGHT THEN! GOOD BYE!

WaRnInG: The next page i put up will be of RANDOMNESS! PLEASE I REPEAT PLEASE HIDE ALL SMALL CHILDREN AND LOLLIPOPS!

Posted at 09:19 am by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 2, 2004

Yet another day of boredom

Im bored. and you are my friend @_@ mmmmmmyyyyy fffffrrrriiiieeeennnnddd!

*oscar coughs* shut up oscar! my friend! not yours! *hugs you and you start squirming* *growls at oscar*

well okay

DOES - ANYONE - HAVE - ANYTHING - BETTER - TO - TALK - ABOUT - ! - ! - !

*crickets chirp*

thought so....

- And to the left, you see a big wad of ChEeSe! ((just to annoy emily))

ew...i dont like cheese...and yes...IM WEIRD! youve probably already figured that out though...if you read the other thing...to the uhhhhhhhhhhhhh right side...yea...but i bet you didnt. becuase its just NOT SIGNIFICANT enough!!! eh! GO READ IT! NOW! ---> i said now mister / missy!

o well

thats probably enough scarring the innocent children for today!!

NIRVANA ROCKS! ^_^ ((but kurt cobain rocks my soxs!!))

Your Imaginary Friend

-Erin

Posted at 09:40 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Aug 1, 2004

Your Imaginary Friend...Erin

Okay, school starts in a couple of days - and we're all really pissed! RiGhT!!! ((just to annoy my dumbass step-sister))

Well guess what...YOU! YES YOU! Might need to go back to the 3rd grade! *gasp* YES! YOU HEARD ME RIGHT PERSON THAT KEEPS GASPING!! YOU! YES YOU! *mummbles* jackass...MIGHT NEED TO GO BACK TO THE 3RD GRADE!

http://www.madblast.com/view.cfm?type=FunFlash&display=2235

you know what...i need to go back too...but everyone already knows that! haha!

Your New Bestest Friend - Erin

Posted at 07:08 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Jun 19, 2004

Blood Thorn

-Blood Thorn-

-Breeding the Evil Inside:
Drops of new gleaming
In the flesh new morning light
My body cold and trembling
I've left the safty of the night
I sit here on the ground
By my side there lies a knife
I was her fault, I'm not to blame
I have to take her life
My tearwet eyes won't focus
And neither will my head
I just sit here in the silence
Nothing lives here - all is dead
These feelings born inside
A new side of me is born
For ever face I see
I feel such raging scorn
When you took my life away
It gave you a new vision
I planted a seed
It gave you a mission
From beside the lifless flesh
I pick up my bloody knife
I wander into a new day
Prepeared to take another life

-Clouds of Saddness:

Lost in enchanted woods
I can't find the path
My ancestors so solemnly found
Lost in darkness
Afraid without hope
In the sacred forbidden forest
Where sad dreams blow through dark trees
The silence cry out thy name
Clouds of sadness
Begin to rain
I float on the water
Night is so dark
Love is gone
Light is gone
Come dark
Come evil
Come hell

-As One in the Darkness:
In the blackened shadows beneath the mistveiled mountains
Dwells an ancient evil of a long forgotten past
Beneath the twisted trees it's hatred is growing stronger
Restrained for an eternity, soon to be unleasehed

Ravaged by a thousand storms
Scarred by the anger of gods
Tainted by a magic foul
Mighty mistveiled mountains

Reaching towards the sky like a thorn that's forged from darkness
A symbol of oppression, a monument of fear
In the tower bloodthorn the unspoken horror breeds
Hidden by the veil of time untouched by the light

Ravaged by a thousand storms
Scarred by the anger of gods
Tainted by a magic soul
In the shadows of mistveiled mountains

"Come to me you pitiful mortal
I sense your presence... and despair
Come to me you pitiful mortal
I thrive upon - upon your fear
Your soul for me, for me your flesh
Your pain and anguish - my life
Joined together, become as one
As one in darkness"

"Summoned by a chanting whisper"
"Your soul for me, for me your flesh"
"Lead astray from the path I follow
Can it be my soul is fading
Lost eternally
Embraced by evil
Surrounded by darkness"

"Come to me you pitiful mortal
I sense your presence... and despair
Come to me you pitiful mortal
I thrive upon - upon your fear
Your soul for me, for me your flesh
Your pain and anguish - my life
Joined together, become as one
As one in darkness"

-Demon Blood
Once again the taste of death is on my lips
Images of horror reflecting in my eyes
Morbid lust arise, as I watch them die
I succumb to sadistic urges, devouring their flesh
Feeling frenzy of the insane
Exophagus - eater of the dead

Demonblood - burning my organs, searing my skin
Demonblood - the curse of darkness, evil within
Demonblood - feeding the madness eating my brain
Demonblood - driving me insane

Arteries filled with black poison bursts
Gasping for air, choking on my guts
I succumb to sadistic urges, devouring their flesh
Feeling frenzy of the insane
Losing control, I start to devour my self

Demonblood - burning my organs, searing my skin
Demonblood - the curse of darkness, evil within
Demonblood - feeding the madness eating my brain
Demonblood - driving me insane

-Death Crush:
Demonic laughter your cremation
Your lungs gasp for air but are filled with blood
A sudden crack as I crushed your skull

The remind of your life flashes by
A life that soon won't be
Smiling with axe in my hand
Evil's rotten hand you'll see

I come forward
Deathcrush

I'll send you to your maker
I'll send you to your death

Death nicely crucified
Death, heads on stakes

The barbeque has just begun
Deathcrush - Deathcrush - Deathcrush

Crush - Crush
Deathcrush
Deathcrush
Deathcrush

Posted at 09:49 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Blood Bath

-Blood Bath-

-Bathe In Blood
i keep my eyes on the screen
pulse oximeter flash in indistinct green
tapping of the veins haemoglobin rains
bloodbath now will occur

in dysfunctional belief
pressure of the blood is set to be relieved
tappping of the veins haemoglobin rains
heart is being disturbed

violent deed, sickening greed,
transfusion of obscenity
losing track, eyes turn black,
departure of my sanity

bleeding - feel the rush, taste the heat
speeding - pain threshold for a heartbeat

wisdom streams, endlessly
fulfilling of a murder dream
night routines in the mortuary
death walks on the round unseen

i examine your death as i stab overhead
your body cracks and i bathe in blood
wallow in gore and thoughts of the dead
i condemn myself as i bathe in blood
saw your hell through a blood-flushing cell
dreams are dead as i bathe in blood
washed out the life of every cell
death exploration as i bathe in blood

a bloodshot sight of gore
bursting body sprays
life to proceed no more
a bloodbath of the human race

invidious trauma
transfixed bodies in a grotesque scene
disgusting horror of dried out life
coagulated bloodstream

eyes stare blank
unable to see as death reappears
unspeakable chill in the hyper white light
fall to my knees in fear

Posted at 09:34 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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Blood Red Throne

-Blood Red Throne-

-Portrait of a Killer:
I, who walk disguised among,
i, who have watched death a thousand times
i, who perform the murderous art,
king of kings, lord of pain
The tempter of eternal life,
the beholder of the evil eye
Prince of death,
the true servant of the dying kind

I, an angel of death
From the dark abyss
rejected from heaven
condemned to a realm
more evil than ever imagined

a realm of pain and suffering
never known to living man
you will bleed forever again

i, who lurk in the darkest shadows
i leave no life behind

I, who dwell in your deepest fear
write this in human blood
my last words to mankind

follow my way
crush the living hypocrite
and those who speak of death
with pleasure and no desire

Let us gather to create what once were
what could have been

for this is the task and quest
to those who succeed
the gates will open to the realm of death
and we will welcome you as a brother
together we will rule the throne of death

to those who fail
we will reach out from the darkest of hell
and with viscious intent rip your soul apart...

-Souls of Damnation:

Denying life, life is lost
words of wisdom, lead us not
Of Darkness we are, from nothingness we became
Strangle the flame of light, suffocation of Life
Watch us how we fade

We wander alone, from here to oblivion
Embraced by shadows, lead by the enchanter
Enter our tomb to be, why wasnt we told?
a preachers illusion, a dead man`s word

Blinded vision, future divided, masses in ave
salvation for the accused

"Come to me my children, let me lead you to forgiveness"

Leading his disciples to a certain death
they enter cave so cold
Close the gate and enter the world beyond
Light will never be seen again

Trapped inside now, words will not feed
Children cry, elders die
Empty eyes, seduced minds
you will never be free again

Life fading away, blood drained from veins
feeding from the deceased
unborn life will never be
torn out, mothers weep
the prophetess proclaims
yet another worthless pray

Times passes slow, dying illusions
A prophetess alone, all disciples gone
No more souls to reap
harvester achieved
Once again darkness will feed...

-Path of Flesh:
I stalk my prey at night
I have the look of death in my eye
I follow your every move
Waiting for you with my killing tools

Let me taste your bittersweet flesh
Let me show you what life brings next
Teeth sinks into flesh, closing in on death
Taste the blood of the dead

I lay you down on the ground
I strip you to the core, blood will soon spit from every pore
I watch in ecstasy, my victims caressed by fear
Naked skin, begs me to commit another sin

I take another walk down the path of Flesh
Looking for a fresh kill

Skinned alive
Body limbs rearranged
soul cleansed by victims weep

I will die in hell

Posted at 09:34 pm by Bleeding-Freak
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